我的5月13日。。人生是短暂的。。

开始忘记，以前的我是怎样。。
开始忘记，最后一次被感动是什么时候。。
开始忘记，拼了命去奋斗是什么时候。。

忙忙碌碌的过了5个月又13天。。到底曾经努力过什么？
到底真正付出过什么？到底挑战过什么？

我现在努力的生活，努力的奋斗，努力的挑战，努力的改善。。
我。。不算迟开始吧？每天每天都不断地告诉自己，鼓励自己。。
我。。会加油的。。会为我身边的人/事/一切加油。。
因为我绝不容许我有一个我会后悔的人生。。

直到现在。。我仍然会不断地说。。

我会继续加油。。
同伴们，继续加油。。

luv,ming

不想笑。。Just don't feel like smiling..

u said u are the only one who cares here..and i thought u
are..but..u really disappointed me.. =( why does it have to end
up to be so cruel..i always thought the world is still beautiful
because u said u care..nevermind..doesn't matter anymore..

我真的好累。。一直告诉自己会熬过。。
一定会。。怎么。。我连告诉自己。。都觉得累了。。
请问：有人在吗？懂得珍惜的人在吗？是我要求太多吗？
世界好像不再美丽了。。人。。也不再善良了。。
那。。要去哪里好呢？
好像。。没地方去了。。
我要找的人在哪里？。。

我的4月26日..My 26 April..笨蛋的错。。

feel like writting something just now..but when i logged in this..
i realized..i have nothing to say..**BLANK**

时间过得很快。。这么快就4月尾了。。
怎么好象什么都没做呢？
今天身体觉得好累。。可能是昨天练舞练累了。。
一早来到公司，发觉原来还有一堆事情还没做好。。
唉。。笨蛋。。

以为不理，问题就会不见。。其实。。它一直都在。。一直跟着你。。
是我的错。。是我没有去处理。。是我没有去注视。。
笨蛋。。
无论在我的生活哪一方面。。都是我的错。。
一早就应该去注视。。
李名莉。。你真的很笨。。
现在恭喜李名莉。。因为她醒觉了。。所以要一次过挑战。。

现在，累了。。也要撑下去。。
只好撑下去。。
来吧。。笨蛋。。

我的3月22日..我会再挑战..

每次说了重新开始,结果还是一样..
每次说要发奋图强,结果还是一样..
每次告诉自己要加油,结果就半途漏油..

.............
不能了..
时间浪费了很多..
不能再继续浪费了..

如果我输给了睡魔,我会再挑战..
如果我输给了坏脾气,我会再挑战..
如果我输给了小气,我会再挑战..

我现在告诉你,我会再挑战.
我会再挑战..我会再挑战..
我会再挑战..我会再挑战..
我会再挑战..我会再挑战..

luv,ming

wo ma?

jin tian..you bu dong zai xiang shen me..hao na men..
shi wo yi zhi zai luan xiang..wo xiang..shi wo ba..
yi wei tan bai suo yi jue de qi guai le..
wo you lai le...hen tan xin..
ke shi..zhe ci hao xiang..hen qiang..
ken ding shi wo feng le..zhe yang dui ren he ren
dou hen bu gong ping..dui bu qi..
bu zhi dao yao xie shen me le..

sen dan jie kuai le..

luv,ming

cry on my shoulder..

if the hero never comes to you
If you need someone You’re feeling blue.
If you wait for love and you’re alone
If you call your friends nobody’s home

You can run away but you can’t hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I’ll show you there’s a destiny
The best things in life they are free

But if you wanna cry, Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone Who cares for you
If you’re feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There’s a place in heaven where we’ll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I’ll make your day

When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you I’ll never hide

But if you wanna cry Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone Who cares for you
If you’re feeling sad Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry, Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone Who cares for you
If you’re feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
what love can do

luv,ming

since When..

since when u will feel like nothing else to do besides watching tv..
since when u will feel that working sucks..
since when u will feel that u have to wash your car every week..
since when u will feel that u have to do laundry too..
since when u will feel that u couldn't find any other way to release stress..
since when u will feel that u don't even have a minute to online..

since when u will realize that u haven't talk to a friend lately..
since when u will realize that u have to face irritating people every single day..
since when u will realize that u look like 42 even though u are only 24..
since when u will realize that "tick-tock-tick-tock" just gone..
since when u will realize that u lost your way without dancing..

since when u will find the way to be yourself..
since when u will deal with your bad temper..
since when u will not feeling bad when u are driving home from work..
since when u will have to be obeyed even u dislike it..
since when u will find the way to "balance" yourself..
since when u will finish and clear the mess on your working desk..
since when u will learn the appropriate attire..

since when u will...
since when u...
since when...
since...

since.....................17.09.1985