不理他了。。

昨天，我痛骂他。。
今天。。他。。跟我道歉。。
他。。说他自己犯贱。。
我只是很冷的回了：'' 随便你要做什么。。”
我。。曾经跟一个人说过同样的话。。
因为她和他都同样做了让我痛心的事。。
嗯，是我过分在乎了。。
好朋友那么难当吗？
我真的第一次在电话骂一个人。。
嗯。。真的。。随便你要怎么做。。
我不理了。。能说的我都说了。。
再说就没意思了。。真的累了。。
你好自为知了。。加油！

start of something new..

love, he fell into it..
heart, he is heart broken..
lost, he lost himself..
thought, he assumed what ppl will think..
idiot, he is the most love idiot that i ever met..

ears, always there for him..
words,are there to scold him..
sounds, always there to comfort him..

sometimes really feel like whacking him..knock him to the wall..
GRrrrrr... no choice, can't reach him that far..like i said:" bro, she will
understand someday..trust me,trust her and trust your Gohonzon!"

start something new today..becuz something has changed..
don't leave any regrets in your life..becuz life only once..
never do anything that u will regret..becuz is not worth it..
SO, bro, wake up and start all over again..i know is hard, becuz
nothing is easy in this world.. no free lunch!!! Fight for it!!!
Gambateh!!


luv,ming

my 6.15

14.06.2008..hurt my 大腿 3days before performance..
14.06.2009..hurt my both knees 3days before performance..
15.06.2009..12.00am..HAppy birthday Yue Chuan..
15.06.2009..940am..don't feel well during work..
15.06.2009..330pm..went to see doc..then went home..
15.06.2009..400pm..ate medicine..slept..
15.06.2009..815pm..incharged of entertainment for meeting..
15.06.2009..945pm..home..
15.06.2009..1015pm..crapping here..

i was hurt during 6.15 performance.. both same happened
3days before the performance.. both also someone there for me..
2008, Wei chanted together with me..
2009, Wei..there practise together with me..
thank u..thank u for everything..i know i've been saying this since the
day we started practise..and i'm totally agreed with Chai Wen that..i found the
passion on you that i've lost it..i've been looking at you dancing for 2dances non-stop..
u never show tired face..u just wanna do teh best o fthe best u can..

HAD~~a team is better than solo.. we all are always a team..support each
other.. help each other..we are the team that ppl can count on us..
We will be good..we will be strong..we will climb all the mountains and cross
all the valleys..

Guys and Lee Ming Li, Gambateh!!

luv,ming

The CLimb-Miley Cyrus

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

luv,HAD Mingli

六月来了..加油!!!

或许我没告诉他..他做得越哆,只会让她更反感..我不会安慰他..我只能听他说..
或许他是倔强地爱吧..只会让她觉得反感和他自己更难过..
或许他真的不明白..其实他心里明白而且有了答案..只是不肯承认而已....
我希望他能领悟..小朋友,加油!!

"我..还有更重要的事.." 心里明白..我..有很多事要做..不要问我是什么..
我没办法一一细说..我...要加油..是时候了!!!!!!小朋友,不要哭了,
振作!!! 有一天,他会明白的..加油!!

六月要来了..不是''六月飞霜"..是加油,加油.再加油!!!!我不知道该说些什么..
只能希望,我们一起加油!!!

me...still me...

have a very very good friend..
until we can feel how each other's emotional..whether happy
or sad.. just like me and my mom[sort of].. he treated me like
his mom[weird??]..i'm glad that i know him.. made me realized
i dont' really have any real friends that can talk ''heart matter''..
maybe is i'm having too many things..hard to have time with friends
.. guess..i need to re-evaluate myself.. Hmm..alot of things happened
these few weeks..unbelievable,unacceptable.. again i wanna say..
Time to grow up..



something bothering me..i dunno what.. just don't feel good..
something is blocking my mind..i dunno what.. don't feel right..
something is making me feel bored..i dunno what..
something is making me acting weird...i dunno what..
something seems like not right..i dunno what..


learning to smile..
trying to smile..
pretending to smile..
learning to cry...
trying to cry..
crying...

i just feel really bored..bored and bored.. something really

bothering me..and i really dynno what..dunno what to

write anymore...

still searching..................

luv,ming

the path of life..tiring..

yesterday, Hong gave a very serious speech to us.. Is serious but is true!!
Guess like he said, he is upset to see our attitude and behaviour..
every single words he said..hit my heart and knock my head..

i have alot confusion of feelings..and dilemma.. guess alot of things in my
mind recently.. trying to be strong.. am i now?.. hard to answer that..
but i'll be.. sometimes, don't really what i'm doing is right or wrong..

i was....
lost myself.. trying to find..
but couldn't find..
tired of fighting..
but have to fight..
tired of not being trusted..
but have to let go..

and now..
lost myself.. trying to find..
will continue to search for it..
tired of fighting..
will fight till the end..
tired of not being trusted..
will be the best of the best..